Saturday, November 26, 2005

been missing a lot

you know how i feel at this very moment? imagine that your heart is a kalamansi.. squeezed so hard that the peel is tearing apart.. but is still being squeezed again and again.. imagine the kalamansi seeds being ground into unrecognizeable pieces.. maybe into like rough sand. why kalamansi? i dunno. it was the first thing that popped into my mind. senseless. lousy.corny.

i dunno what i want to say.. i dunno how to make this feeling go away.

dmn it.. when will i ever see you again? im being reminded that whatever happened in the past will never happen again. and the future will probably never be the same. nothing's happening now. maybe that's why i can't help thinking about the past and trying to picture the future but i can't picutre anything.

i've been very busy. really busy. im surprised that my brain still finds time to think about the people i miss. i miss a lot of people. and there's no cure but to see them again.. hoping that things between us haven't changed. i wish that when that day comes, when i finally get to see the people i've been missing again, it will still be naturally easy to catch up on each other's lives.

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